2012 Is a Looker

So I think I’m gonna try to take a page out of Mega Millions’ book…. The lottery numbers are drawn every Tuesday and Friday (from what I hear). If we’re doing New Year’s resolutions (and we’re really not) I will resolve to make every possible attempt to post on Tuesdays and Fridays. I think I can commit to that, and if I can’t… Well then, shame on me.

As for the list in my last post:

1- Programs: DONE
2- Online ticketing: DONE
3- Press release: DONE
4- New flyers: DONE
5- Invite reviewers: DONE
6- My lines – still to do
7- Props – still to do
8- Packets – in progress
9- Invite guests – to do Jan 2nd

And I’m feeling great. All the “hard” stuff is now out of the way so that I can concentrate on the performance itself – which is where I like to spend my energy. It’s been a productive week, which (of course) makes me happy. Now I’m able to spend some quality time reflecting, thinking, and game planning tomorrow. If 2012 is gonna be the year I need it to be, it certainly isn’t gonna happen magically. Ya’ girl has her work cut out for her, and I’ve got to make sure I have a solid plan in place. THAT’S what I’ll be doing tomorrow. Planning, planning, planning. Let’s say good-bye to 2011, and welcome this pretty girl they’re calling “2012!” See you on the other side!

My name is Jasmynne Shaye, and this is me STEPPING ON A FEW TOES.

Watch Me

Ok, play time is over. Time to get down to business. Things to do to prepare for Jan 26th performance:

1- Print programs (85)
2- Set up online ticketing
3- Generate new press release
4- Create new flyer(s)
5- Invite reviewers (5)
6- Review my lines
7- Replace some props
8- Assemble supporter packets
9- Invite guests

So far on this list I have 40 programs printed, and I’ve invited one reviewer…so, yes… I have my work cut out for me. Not to worry, much of this will be accomplished this week. Watch me.

My name is Jasmynne Shaye, and this is me STEPPING ON A FEW TOES.

Can You Hear My Smile?

Hi, Ms. Joas! To anyone else that happens upon this blog, Ms. Joas is the name of my one faithful reader. Since I know she’s out there, I will, from time to time, address her by name if it’s all the same to you (whoever you might be).

I’ve been on a brief siesta sulking, licking my wounds, and grieving over the personal issue that I’ve had to deal with. I believe I’m slowly coming out of the funk, and am now ready to dig back in there. I heard myself smile with excitement on Wednesday (yes, my smiles are audible), and it was the realization that I needed to remind me that life does go on. Bad stuff happens, but life always goes on (unless that bad thing takes your life). So here I am, creeping out from under the rock where I was hiding. I’m admittedly frail and weak, but I think I’m ready to face the world again. Bottom line, I’ve got much to do to not only get ready for my January 26th performance, but also for this amazing 2012 I’m about to be blessed with. Yes, I’m totally claiming it – I dare you to try to stop me.

It is official, and I am official. As of Wednesday, December 21, 2011, when asked, “What do you do?” my response will be, “I’m an actor.” Because Ms. Joas, I AM! Yeppers, my SAG card came in the mail on Wednesday, and it was just the ray of light that I needed to push me out of my dark spell. Yaaay, SAG!

Moving onward and upward…I’ll be spending the next few days generating leads for the show in Dallas, Houston & Hawaii, taking a look at an Australian theater festival, and organizing the UK lead info I’ve been given thus far. For January’s show I’ve got to design the show program and the new flyers to be used. I’ve also got to get the online ticketing set up to go live as of the first of the year. I’ve got to see that we generate a new press release that will be ready to go out as of the first, and I’ve got to follow up on some leads to do reviews of the show. Lots to do…lots to do. I’ve also got to get some headshots over to Stein so they can pick what they feel best represents me.

I’m a SAG actor now, so suck it, rainy days!

My name is Jasmynne Shaye, and this is me STEPPING ON A FEW TOES.

The Photo That Changes My Life

So, gang (who’s name is apparently Barbara), I’ve taken a personal blow this week that got me down a bit more than slightly. I’m still getting over it, and as soon as I can talk about it without wanting to fling myself into oncoming traffic, I’ll fill you in. BUT professionally, things are cooking with gas, and the show MUST go on – and it does.

I just received the final-final file of the brochure from my designer, and it is kick-a$$! It’s pretty dog’on awesome, and I’m so excited to have it as a promo tool for the show – SO excited!

$2335.00 dollars later, and I am officially a member of the Screen Actors Guild (or SAG for the thespians)!! Who-hoo!! Very, very, very exciting! My SAG ID# is 1131959 to all looking to hire someone like me. I am ready and available to work!! Yaay, me!

The contracts have been signed, and I am officially managed by STEIN ENTERTAINMENT GROUP (www.steinentertainment.com/). I am so insanely excited about my partnership with them, and I’m really looking forward to seeing what 2012 brings for me (and them).

I’m working on booking a gig for the show while in Hawaii. I’ve been given the contact information for a women’s group out there that may have some interest in hosting the show – keep your fingers crossed for me.

What else? Ummm…this personal thing that I’m having to deal with brings several set-backs with it, and for that I’m walking with right much disappointment right now. In my head the only thing that will make this pain go away is a big bowl of cheesy, homemade mashed potatoes. Emotional eater, much? I already know. That’s the cross – nay, ONE of the crosses that I have to bear. #dontjudgeme But I know that in time, this, too, shall pass. Silver lining?? I was at an industry networking function this past Friday night and I won a $500 gift certificate for a headshot/photo session with Greg Crowder himself (www.gregcrowderphotography.com/)!! Oh yeah! =insert happy dance= In my head he’s about to give me the session of a lifetime that will result in the photo that changes my life. Come January, I’ll be ready for you, Greg!!

My name is Jasmynne Shaye, and this is me STEPPING ON A FEW TOES.

Judge Me Not

I write to you with my head held low in shame. It has been weeks since my last entry, but I PROMISE I’ve been swamped. Just absolutely swamped. And even today, I don’t have the time to write anything with any sort of detail, but here’s a brief update…

1- The promo brochure for the show will be complete this week
2- I’m going to the SAG office on Wed to pay my dues and make it official!
3- I got signed by a management group. I’m in the process of completing the contracts now.
4- I completed and EPK for me/the show (and it’s kinda’ sweet)
5- I will officially be in Hawaii early April
6- I met a great contact from Dallas, and we’re now pushing hard to secure dates there
7- Charlayne Woodard may be coming to see me perform Jan 26th
8- I designed new business cards for myself (using my new logo)

That’s about where I’m at…whew! I will have a little time next week, and plan to get you all caught up (in more detail), but writing this makes me feel like a little less of a loser. A fellow blogger gave me some very helpful tips that I clearly need to employ… I’m trying ya’ll – I really am! #dontjudgeme

My name is Jasmynne Shaye, and this is me STEPPING ON A FEW TOES.

PRESS RELEASE

“Stepping On a Few Toes” Accepted Into Solo Show Festival
Show Will Be Featured in Solo Show Festival Presented by Whitefire Theatre

LOS ANGELES, CA – November 29, 2011 – “Stepping On a Few Toes” has just been accepted to participate in the 2012 Solo Show Festival presented by Whitefire Theatre. The festival takes place in January and will feature a variety of one-person shows from artists all over the country. “Stepping On a Few Toes” will be showcased on Thursday, January 26, 2012 at 8pm at Whitefire Theatre (13500 Ventura Blvd., Sherman Oaks, CA 91423). Tickets are $20 and will soon be available for purchase.

“Stepping On a Few Toes” is a dramatic autobiographical play that has been wowing audiences since it premiered in 2009. Written and performed by Jasmynne Shaye, the piece is an honest story of survival that follows the journey of a young child desperately searching for love and acceptance. This journey leads her to many dead ends forcing her to constantly retrace her steps and in many cases begin at square one all over again. Treading with much frustration and hopelessness, she somehow manages to cut a clear path. She finds delivery from the rainy days to which she’d grown accustomed and her new path leads her to the warmth and sunshine she’d always longed for. During the show Jasmynne shares with us her struggles on the often times rocky road to self-acceptance as she finally learns the real meaning of loving herself for herself. The show is a powerhouse of entertainment and was recently nominated for Best One Person Show by the National NAACP Theatre Awards.

Currently Los Angeles-based, Jasmynne Shaye is a member of Write Act Repertory theatre company in Hollywood. A North Carolina native and graduate of NC State University, Shaye has been performing on stage since age five. Most recently she can be found playing the role of THERESA in Wind in the Willow Tree (www.windinthewillowtree.com), a new webseries that she not only acts in, but participates in the production of as well. Shaye is owner and founder of Sassy J Designs (www.sassyjdesigns.com), a line of fingerless gloves that are featured in the webseries. She also works professionally as a certified nutritionist at Day One Nutrition (www.dayonenutrition.com), a company she began shortly after graduating from college.

Director Jaimyon Parker, a NAACP National Theatre Award nominee for Best Local Playwright for "James and Joseph" in 2009, left Houston for Los Angeles in 2004. He's since starred in several award-winning independent films including "Sweettooth" - a Telly Award winner and pick for HBO's Latino Film Festival, "Bar Moments" and "How Shaw Parker Fell in Love." He has directed four independent films, and performed on many stages in Los Angeles, including the prestigious Stella Adler Theater.

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Whitefire’s 2012 Solo Show Festival

I know it’s been a while. Please don’t crucify me. I told you if I’m not here you can always rest assured that I’m out THERE working. And I have been. Drum roll please………. STEPPING ON A FEW TOES will be a part of Whitefire Theatre’s Solo Show Festival in January 2012!! Yes! Our performance night is Thursday: January 26th at 8pm. Write that down, ‘cause it’s gonna be awesome! Absolutely fantabulous! The Whitefire is a wonderful space, and they’ve long catered to the needs of the solo artist, so it’s an honor to be included in this upcoming festival. Of course there will be lots to do between now and then, but that’s all part of the game (as you’re learning). Tickets are $20 and will go on sale late Dec/early Jan – and they will go fast. So to my one loyal reader, get your ticket early!

In other news, the promo brochure is being worked on, and I can NOT wait until it’s done. It’s going to serve as an incredible marketing tool for the show. Oh gosh!! How did I forget!?!? The show officially has its on toll free number! Exciting right??!! Tasty Chuckle Productions can now be reached at: 866-500-6007. We are official and legit. =insert happy dance= Let’s see, what else…Well I got the word on an April trip to Hawaii, so now we need to push to get a performance for a local venue out there. Yep – I need to get on top of that asap.

So that’s it for now. I had a great Thanksgiving (not that you asked), and I’m looking forward to gettin’ my grind on from now until New Year’s Eve. Stay out of my way if you’re not about being productive, and please take no offense if I’m not quickly returning your call. No harm is meant.

My name is Jasmynne Shaye, and this is me STEPPING ON A FEW TOES.

Boxers or Briefs?

I just have two things to say to my faithful reader: (1)Please don’t make me write everyday. (2)Please don’t be upset if a day goes by and you don’t hear from me. You have to know that I’m working (like a =fill in the blank=), and I’m always going full steam ahead. As a matter of fact I just got off the phone discussing a lead to perform STEPPING ON A FEW TOES in a local (Los Angeles) festival in January. It would be a great opportunity for the show, and I will, of course, keep you posted once I hear back. I’m just so tired, and I’ll have an out of town guest in just a couple of days. I won’t really get much “work” done, so I want to get to it while I can. Forgive me for being brief.

My name is Jasmynne Shaye, and this is me STEPPING ON A FEW TOES.

New Promo Pics

In the words of – whoever that was… Ooops, I did it again. But with good reason this time!! I was getting my make-up done last night as a trial run for the scene I have to shoot this coming Saturday. It was a process; one that had to be gone through, but a process even still. To my one reader: sorry.

I’m pretty much in worker-bee mode right now. Thanksgiving is this week, I’ve got a dear friend coming into town, holiday décor to put up, and lines to memorize. So I’m not going to spend a lot of time righting today. I thought you, dear reader, might be interested in seeing the new promo shots for the show. If I can figure out how to upload all four you’ll get to take a peek. Four shots to represent Jaz at the four stages in the play: childlike innocence (bottom), anger (3rd), sadness (2nd), and joy (top). Enjoy!

My name is Jasmynne Shaye, and this is me STEPPING ON A FEW TOES.

Julie Gets Me

So I was recently told (and not for the first time) that I need to open up more. Apparently some believe that I “hold back” or keep things to myself. I think I may have even heard the term “bottled up” thrown in there at some point. I, of course, think differently. I’m an open book. I’m blogging for goodness sake! How much more open can one be??

So I was watching Julie & Julia (for the umpteenth time) and all of a sudden the movie had new meaning. Here was a girl on a quest – a 365 day quest – to complete a mission and write about it the whole while. My mission doesn’t quite have any hard and fast deadlines attached to it, but it’s a mission nonetheless, and I’ve told the three people that read this thing that I’m in it for the long haul. I will write it as I experience it. GoodNESS it sounds so much easier than it really is. Does anyone understand that there is no time in the day? I honestly feel like if I’m sitting here blogging for my two readers that I’m not being productive. This is time spent that I could be doing something else…getting something done…crossing a line item off my list. Ugh. And, honestly, I don’t know what you want from me. What is it that you really want to know about? Do you want to know what made me write the show in the first place? Are you interested in how long it took to get STEPPING ON A FEW TOES on paper? Do you want to know exactly how much I spent on the show’s first run? Do you care how much has been spent on each run thereafter? Are you interested in hearing about the friends I’ve lost in the process of this whole thing? Or would you rather hear about the ones that all of a sudden want to be my friend now? Here’s the truth: STEPPING ON A FEW TOES has been my life since December 2008. My whole entire life. All of my efforts, energies, thoughts, monies, and creativity has been shoved into this one thing since December 2008. And here we are in November 2011, and I’m tired. There I said it. I’m tired. Mentally and emotionally drained. Thankful to have hired two individuals to help with some of the workload, but the administrivia involved with the upkeep of employees is just another thing to deal with. There is no sign anything resembling a social life on the horizon, particularly because there is no time. And when I am blessed with those rare moments, days, or hours of “spare” time, I’d rather not share them with anyone. I spend so much time doing for and serving others (in one capacity or another) that when I’ve got a minute or two where nothing has to get done that moment, I’d rather cherish that beautiful moment with me, myself, and I. Because I know that just around the corner is a deadline that will have to be met along with a myriad of other things that will need tending to. So alone time has become a precious commodity.

Things accomplished today: mailed off my employees’ first paychecks. Filled out my passport application (awaiting some info from my parents). Writing this blog – hey, it counts! Oh! I received the final logo package from my designer, and I L-O-O-O-VE it! Brandon Toon is his name, and he’s done an amazing job! The jasmynneshaye.com site won’t get it’s overhaul until January, so I’m debating on when I’m going to reveal the logo. But for the one person that reads this thing, I think you’re gonna like it. Oh! Yesterday I did begin compiling the info I’m going to need for this book that I was speaking of. It’s probably time that I call in some favors to those folks that have told me they have some publishing connections (one more thing to add to my “Things To Do” list).

My name is Jasmynne Shaye, and this is me STEPPING ON A FEW TOES.

My Puzzle Pieces

I woke up a little late this morning; well rested, but a little late. Not too worry, I still made it to the gym, to the post office, and back home in time to get the funk off of me before I met with Peet. We had a good meeting, and he gave the thumbs-up on the brochure that I’ve created. He inspired me to (once again) submit to some talent managers, so I sent emails to about 40 or so. I’ll try to send out another round or two before the weekend is over.

I was advised, last year, to write a book. For more reasons than one, it’s a great marketing tool for an artist, especially one that is touring for whatever the reason. I took it to heart, and hoped the story of STEPPING ON A FEW TOES would magically write itself in book form. As you may have guessed, that hasn’t happened, and it may be awhile before I’m able to get it done just the way that I’d like. But over the past few days another book idea has come to me, and I’m gonna pursue it. Actually two product marketing tools have come to mind. The book, and another that I won’t mention until it’s complete (which will =hopefully= be soon). This book should just about write itself, so it’s not the content that I’m too worried about. It’s the business end of publishing that is all new to me. But I’m not afraid. I’m gonna tackle this thing head-on, keep my fingers crossed, and pray that the pieces fall into place just the way they are meant to. I’m pretty excited about the book (not only because it will mean I’m a published author) because if no one else enjoys it, this is gonna be one that I, myself, will probably read over and over again. Oooo!! Wish I could say more – but I can’t, not just yet.

Ok, that’s all for now. Thank you to the 7 people that are reading this blog. You guys rock!!

My name is Jasmynne Shaye, and this is me STEPPING ON A FEW TOES.

A Copy of a Copy

To the two or three people that bother reading this blog, I’m sure you were just all to pieces when I didn’t post yesterday. I bet you blurted obscenities, and punched walls. I know… I felt horrible about the whole thing. Believe me, I’m going to do all I can to make sure such a mistake never happens again (please don’t hold me to that).

Things are still progressing nicely. I’ve settled in on a logo for my name – and it’s pretty awesome! Many thanks to Brandon Toon for his amazing work. I’ll be sharing it with you all soon, just waiting to receive the final package from him. I’ll be sending out the first packet of info to an interested university in the morning. Peet and I will be making some phone calls tomorrow, and I still have those outstanding tasks to complete: 1)get a passport … 2)get some SOFT website info to Jaimyon … 3)learn my lines for Willow Tree (filming on Nov 26th) … 4)get someone to complete the design of my brochure 5)duplicate show DVDs … 6)get an 800# for Tasty Chuckle … 7)begin following up on the UK leads.

Yes. There is still much to be done (and there will probably always be). If only there were more hours in the day, or I had like two more hands (or a whole ‘nother brain). Or what if I were a twin, and the twin was my indentured servant? Now I’m just talking crazy… Or am I??? Wasn’t there a movie about a guy that was copying himself? But he started making copies of the copy, and then that new person was just worthless. Well, you see my point…

My name is Jasmynne Shaye, and this is me STEPPING ON A FEW TOES.

It’s Not Hog-Wash

Full steam ahead! Baby girl is on a roll right now, and I’ve got sore shoulders from patting myself on the back. If I look at my last few days and compare them to my last few months, it’s such a testament to just how powerful our own thoughts are. Trust me, I know it sounds like hog-wash (whatever that is), but it is so gosh-darn true. Change your thoughts, and you change your life (and if no one else has already coined it, feel free to quote me). I’m in such a good head-space, and it’s spilling over into my work (as it always does). I feel like I’m on fire right now, crossing off tasks left and right; leaping tall buildings right and left (ok, maybe not that part).

I’ve got to get a designer’s help on the brochure. My little Word document will only get me so far. I need something in a valid format that can easily be duplicated without losing my fonts and formatting. I put out requests to two folks for price quotes. And since I’m gonna bother printing the brochure, I think now’s the time to get the company it’s own 800#. It’s the right thing to do. So I’m looking into that as well. I’ve got to get more DVDs duplicated, create a gang of press packets, and I’ve still got to send some outstanding info to Jaimyon for the website. But I’m doing good – really good actually. So let me go so that I can get a little work done before I’ve got to go tutor my client.

My name is Jasmynne Shaye, and this is me STEPPING ON A FEW TOES.

Remembering To Remember

So we had (what I believe to be) a great teem meeting last night. If I can take a second, I want to brag a little on SOFT’s new members. Barbara Joas brings a wealth of knowledge and real-life work experience that will be invaluable. She’s passionate, very intuitive and a go-getter in her own right. She’s a published author that has proved she’s not afraid of hard work. And Peet? Well Peet Montzingo is simply amazing and may be as humble as they come. He has a heart of gold and has larger than life dreams (which I love). He’s made his own documentary from start to finish, writes musical scores, and edits film. Both he and Barbara are incredible singers – and I’m secretly hoping that even a shred of their musical talent rubs off on me somehow. Well…one can dream, right?

We mapped out a game plan, and now it’s just a matter of making certain all the pieces fall into place as I’m hoping (and praying) they will. I’ve had to design a brochure for the show that can be mailed to prospects. Putting it together was actually pretty easy. Once I put pen to paper it just kind of designed itself. Now I’ve got to do some price-checking to find out my most economical options for reproduction. I want to have a healthy supply done by this time next month.

I heard back from my UK lead and was given quite a bit of info. Making that trip happen is definitely going to take a lot of work, but as my contact has pointed out; it will be well worth it. As soon as Barbara and Peet are up and running, I’ll get started on aggressively pursuing them. I’m kind of excited to dig in there. Which reminds me…passport. I’ve GOT to get that taken care of, like yesterday. Seriously.

My name is Jasmynne Shaye, and this is me STEPPING ON A FEW TOES.

I Love Tim Gunn

Yesterday I was able to draft all of the documents needed for my new hire packets, and I'm excited about today's meeting. There is so much I'd like to cover, but there won't be much time. In the words of Tim Gunn, I will have to "make it work."

By this time next week I we will have to have a clear understanding of the markets we plan to hit from Jan-Jun 2012. In addition I've got to get more show memorabilia made. I'd really like to have some post-its or maybe even spiral notebooks. Magnets aren't a bad option -- they just seem a little useless. I should do some kind of commemorative signed poster or photo. That might be something cool for fans to have...or even a photo album of sorts... Ok, that at least gives me some ideas. I'll look to come up with something during December.

That's really about it for now. I've got another very busy week ahead, so I've got to be smart about my time -- but what's new, right?

My name is Jasmynne Shaye, and this is me STEPPING ON A FEW TOES.

He Said “Yes”

Yesterday wasn’t all bad. I was semi-productive. My meeting with Jaimyon went well. We’re (when I say “we” I really mean “he” in this case) looking to have the updated SOFT website up and running within the next 30 days. JasmynneShaye.com will be the next one we tackle, then on to SassyJ.com. Little by little…bit by bit they’ll all get the face-lift they need. I’m excited.

More good news to share: he said “yes!” Peet Montzingo (http://peetmontzingo.com) is now a part of my team! Peet is a special, special guy, and I can’t wait to work with him. Our ‘chance’ meeting seems all too strange, and I knew it was a sign. He’ll come on as Production Assistant, and will attend the welcome meeting I’m having this Sunday. Very, very excited – I can’t even tell you.

I STILL have a lot of administrivia to do before tomorrow’s meeting, and it will get done, I just may have to burn the midnight oil a bit. So that’s my big push for today – getting everything ready and prepared for my new folks. That’s really about it. Not a whole lot to say… I reached out to the UK contact I was given, so I’m waiting to hear back from her. Which reminds me…I need to get my passport like yesterday. Won’t be much of a tour if I can’t even get out of the country.

My name is Jasmynne Shaye, and this is me STEPPING ON A FEW TOES.

Happy, Happy – Joy, Joy

People always make such a big deal about Friday, TGIF and so forth. I’ve never really gotten into it myself, but I am feeling awful grateful this morning. I got a voice message from a dear friend, Justin Key (www.justindkey.com), this morning, and it was just the surge of energy I needed to do what I have to do to finish up this year on the right track. I’m still sitting here incredibly happy for him, and the whole thing reminded me just how important it is to surround yourself with like-minded individuals – whatever that means for you. For me it means I MUST be around other go-getters. Other people that have ridiculously big dreams. Other people that aren’t afraid to stand for something even if that means standing alone. I am most centered and most productive when I’m spending the bulk of my time with those sorts of people. I just had to check myself, that’s all.

Anywho, there is some good news. Barbara Joas will be joining my team as Marketing Coordinator! Yaayy!! I am very excited about this new addition! She was one of the folks that submitted for the PA position, and she possesses a skill set that I just couldn’t pass up. Welcome, Barbara! I am very excited to begin working with you!

Other good news: I’ve been given a contact in the UK to begin conversations on how to get my show there. This is huge. It’s been a dream for me to perform all over the world, and with Barbados and the UK as possibilities for 2012, I may well be on my way. I very excited to how this unfolds.

Back to the administrivia…I have to draft my Employment Contract (I finally settled on one), a Confidentiality Agreement, Time Sheet, Workflow Log, and a Duties and Responsibilities document among other things. I’ve got a meeting scheduled with Barbara this Sunday and there is much work to do between now and then. But it will get done.

Now I’m off to finish those last minute things before my meeting with Jaimyon later today, and I think my weekend is officially off to a great start. Happy, happy – joy, joy!

My name is Jasmynne Shaye, and this is me STEPPING ON A FEW TOES.

Holiday Happy

So I had a conference call with my team last evening to discuss the applicants for the PA position, and we reached an agreement. So that’s one thing that I can now check off of my list. Now I’ve got to inform those that we won’t be bringing on, as well as delivering the good news to the other. I’ve printed off some sample employment contracts this morning to use as a guide, and hopefully I’ll have something I’m happy with by tomorrow.

I heard from my UK contact that has given me some excellent leads to pursue for taking the show there. I’ve got to follow up with the contact person I was given, and then pursue the theatre leads that he mentioned as well. That will involve a round of emails and mailing press packets. (Thank God I’m bringing someone on.) I was thinking that I need to get more duplications of the show DVD made. If we’re going to be sending out press packages to colleges and abroad, I need to make sure I’m well stocked on all materials. I see a trip to Office Depot in my future.

I was completely unproductive yesterday, and am feeling it today. Luckily, today is my “Friday” at work, so I’ll have some time to focus on some things and hopefully get (somewhat) caught up on the pressing stuff by Sunday. I meet with Jaimyon tomorrow on the websites and I still have some info to gather for that meeting as well. I’ve got to send an email to that staff member to let them know we will no longer be needing their services (not even sure how to write one of those messages). My goal today is to find something good, something positive to focus on. I feel like I’m on the brink of unraveling, so I’ve got to hang on to whatever shred of sensibility I have. Thank God for the holidays!! This is my FAVORITE time of year! Christmas tunes… Christmas lights… Christmas movies… Nothing seems to keep me in high spirits like holidays. I’m looking forward to putting up my décor (that will probably never come down), and listening to holiday tunes 24/7. Good times!

My name is Jasmynne Shaye, and this is me STEPPING ON A FEW TOES.

Slightly Overwhelmed; Slightly Productive

So yesterday wasn’t quite as productive as I’d hoped. I was able to get two more PA interviews in; with a sad attempt at a third (I was apparently dialing the wrong number repeatedly). Tomorrow is hump-day (I hate that expression) and I’d so like to be done with the interviews by then. Not just because I clearly don’t like doing them, but because I want to spend some real time mulling over the decision. As I’ve told each candidate my goal is to bring someone on long-term. I really want it to be a good fit for both of us; so I want to take my time with deciding. And I get it…it’s not like they’ll be making money hand over fist. I know this. But I also know that STEPPING ON A FEW TOES will soon be a money machine. That, I’m clear on. So whoever I bring on…I’m beginning to sound like a broken record. You get it. I’m looking for a team member, and a long-term comrade. In addition, I’ve got to draft some kind of Employment Contract. Not even sure where to start on that one, and I don’t even need anything all that involved, but I do want to have something in place so that we’re clear on expectations from the get go.

I’ve got 30 minutes before I’ve got to head out to go tutor. Yes, you heard me correctly. I (1)work a day job… (2)am a private tutor… (3)am the answer-man for S.O.F.T… (4)am the Production Coordinator for WIND IN THE WILLOW TREE. There really isn’t enough time in the day. Honestly. In addition to settling in on a PA, I’ve also got a few more things I need to pull together to get ready for my meeting with Jaimyon on Friday. AND I need to finalize a list of schools to solicit for the S.O.F.T. tour. I’m feeling more and more confident in the “staff changes” that I mentioned earlier, and I feel like I’m gonna be ok. It really feels like the right thing to do. Ok, my phone just rang, and I’ve got an interview to conduct, so this is all for today.

My name is Jasmynne Shaye, and this is me STEPPING ON A FEW TOES.

It’s a Marvelous Monday

Today is a good day (thank you, Cube). I woke up on the right side of the bed, and my outlook is positive. I spent most of yesterday doing phone interviews for a Production Assistant. I tip my hat to anyone that works in HR and interviewing is a major aspect of your job. WoW. I guess it's equivalent to casting in my world...not an easy task, that's for sure. But you talk to enough people and the "greats" easily separate themselves from the "mediocres." I've got two awesome candidates from yesterday's interviews, and I'm hoping to finish the others today.

I was feeling very overwhelmed yesterday, but today I'm feeling revived and hopeful. I'm having to make some team member changes -- and I know it's a little late to be doing so, but I've got to go with my gut. The suckie part (and best part) of self-producing is having to make all the decisions by yourself. If it works: I get all the credit. If it flops: I'm to blame. I'm getting no expert advice from trailblazers that have gone before me... I don't have a business degree... I didn't study marketing and public relations... I'm a heath-nut that loves being creative. I'm forging my own path, and praying to God all the while for guidance (‘cause I certainly don't know what I'm doing).

Goals for this week are to hire a PA, meet with Jaimyon to get my websites updated, and settle on a new logo for my name (which is coming very well). It's gonna be a busy one, but hopefully a very productive one. I've got my fingers crossed!

My name is Jasmynne Shaye, and this is me STEPPING ON A FEW TOES.

Push, Push, Push…Breathe

So what most don’t realize is that when you self-produce a project you are the beginning, the middle, and the end. In the case of STEPPING ON A FEW TOES I am the writer, the talent, the financier, the project manager, the casting director, the production assistant(s), the artistic director, the props manager, the wardrobe coordinator, the publicist, the booking manager, and I’m in charge of promotions and marketing. Jaimyon Parker is the director. Thankfully I did not have to direct myself – I can’t even imagine. Rane Laymance is the Production Manager. He handles the duties of a Stage Manager plus some. He’s ran lights and sound for the show for the past two years, and helped me creatively along the way as well. But other than these two gems, it’s me rolling solo in the trenches, and it can be really tough. I’m feeling a bit overwhelmed today because there is so much work to get done before year end to solidify tour dates for February 2012 – and I can’t do it alone. I can’t. I’m burnt out as is, and I’m emotionally fragile (a by-product of performing this show). Simply put: I need help. I posted an ad yesterday looking for a Production Assistant, and immediately received about 10 or so inquiries. So as opposed to getting my things together to begin contacting schools this week, I need to carve out some time to review these applicants, settle on someone, and quickly get him or her up to speed on everything so they can begin asap. I’ll lose a week of work in the process, but if I find the right person I’ll gain in the long run. Ugh…there really isn’t enough time in the day.

I’m also in the middle of updating my website (http://www.jasmynneshaye.com/), the show’s website (http://www.steppingontoes.com/), and the Sassy J Designs site (http://www.sassyjdesigns.com/). They have to be complete by the first of December and I’m keeping my fingers crossed that Jaimyon can squeeze it all in. Yes – he is not only my director, he’s also my webmaster. I’m also working with a graphic artist to design a logo for my name. As I push forward branding is so important, and it needs to start now. I need clean, clear recognizable symbols for me, S.O.F.T., and Sassy J Designs. Sassy J? It’s a line of fingerless gloves I’m working on. They are featured in WIND IN THE WILLOW TREE (http://www.windinthewillowtree.com/), a new webseries written and directed by Jaimyon. I act in it, and I’m on the production team as well. Do you see?? Full plate doesn’t even begin to describe my life (or Jaimyon’s for that matter). It really doesn’t. But even now, when it’s hard as hell, and I’m tired as all get out…I know in my heart of hearts that all the work and effort is worth it, and that it will pay off. There aren’t many that would do what I’m doing, and that doesn’t make me a hero -- I just know that when you work harder than most, you get a return that most will never experience. I always keep my eyes on the ultimate goal(s), and I do my best to never stray. It can be tough, but even when I fall off the path I’ve gotten good at snatching myself by the collar and dragging myself back in line. That’s been my story for the past few years: push, push, push…breathe… push, push, push…breathe. Kinda’ sounds like labor right? I don’t know of any other way.

My name is Jasmynne Shaye, and this is me STEPPING ON A FEW TOES.

Come Journey With Me

I’ve tried blogging on several occasions, and it’s never really worked out for me. I actually like writing, I just don’t like writing about me. And I hate the pressure (that I’m apparently imposing on myself) of feeling like I’ve got to blog everyday. Geez. I’m not that interesting. Really, I’m not. I can’t think of a soul that would want to hear my daily thoughts, mishaps, and rantings. The people I call friends aren’t even interested in talking to me everyday. So you see my dilemma. Well…I’m at it again. But this time I actually have a purpose. The goal of this blog is to give you an inside look into the world of STEPPING ON A FEW TOES (www.steppingontoes.com). (Just FYI, I often times refer to the show as simply, S.O.F.T.) S.O.F.T. is my autobiographical one-woman show that opened for the first time in Hollywood, CA May 2009. I’ve been performing it ever since (not continuously) and am now gearing up to take the show on the road in 2012. I realize this blog comes about three years late, but what do you want from me? I’m a solo ship, and I can’t think of everything. And even if I had thought of blogging about the show in December 2008, I wouldn’t have had the time to keep it up, that’s for sure! Getting from concept to being nominated for Best One Person Show by the National NAACP Theatre Awards has been no easy task. I have had to work my hind parts off and go without sleep, food, rent money, and sanity (and sometimes all at the same time). But if I had to do it all over again, I would in a heartbeat. Of course I would. There are some adjustments I would probably make, but I would no doubt be willing to work just as hard with just as much sacrifice. It has definitely not been easy, but it has certainly been worth it. So for the five people that may eventually end up reading this, I hope you enjoy it. I hope you’ve learned something about self-producing, and I hope you stop by again.

My name is Jasmynne Shaye, and this is me STEPPING ON A FEW TOES.